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Reflect on our changes. I love my animalistic, fat, muscular, hairy disgusting body and my animalistic habits. I also love how Diane and I are the same

The concrete is the thing Lena sits on. The sitting is the thing the body does when the body is not training and not hunting and not eating and not fighting. The sitting is the thing the body does when the body thinks. The thinking is the thing Lena does now — the thing that is the looking back, the looking back that is the thing the body has not done since the wish. The looking back is the thing the body does because the body is full. The full is the thing that is the belly — the belly that is the thing that rests on the thighs, the belly that is the thing that is the layer over the muscle, the layer that Lena wanted. The layer is the thing the body has. The body has the thing it wanted.

The body is the thing Lena looks at. The looking is the thing that starts with the hands — the hands that are the things with the calloused knuckles, the knuckles that are the things the impact training built. The hands are the things that are dirty. The dirt is the thing that is the grease and the blood and the earth. The earth is the thing under the nails. The nails are the things that are thick and yellow. The yellow is the thing the teeth are. The teeth are the things Lena does not brush. The brushing is the thing the human does. The human is the thing Lena is not. Lena is the thing that is the animal. The animal is the thing that does not brush. The animal is the thing that is the yellow.

The body hair is the thing Lena runs her hand through. The body hair is the thing that is full — the full that is the legs, the full that is the underarms, the full that is the chest, the full that is the forearms, the full that is the belly, the full that is the thing between the legs. The full is the thing the body grows. The growing is the thing the body does because the body is the animal and the animal is the thing that is hairy. The hairy is the thing the human shaves. The shaving is the thing the human does. The human is the thing Lena is not. Lena is the thing that is the hair. The hair is the thing Lena loves. The love is the thing that is not intellectual. The love is the thing the body feels when the hand touches the hair. The touching is the thing that is the proof. The proof is the thing the body does not need. The body has the proof.

The fat is the thing Lena grabs. The grabbing is the thing the hand does on the belly — the belly that is the thing that is soft over the hard. The soft is the thing the wish gave. The soft is the thing Lena wanted — the wanted that is the comfort, the comfort that is the thing the wish was for. The comfort is the thing the body has. The body has the comfort because the body is the fat. The fat is the thing over the muscle. The muscle is the thing the training built. The muscle is the thing that is the 1,250 pounds. The 1,250 pounds is the thing that is the dense — the dense that is not lean, the dense that is not cut, the dense that is the thing Lena wanted. The dense is the thing the body is. The body is the thing Lena loves.

The habits are the things Lena thinks about. The pissing is the thing the body does where the body stands. The pissing is the thing that is the animal. The animal is the thing that does not use the toilet. The toilet is the thing the human uses. The human is the thing Lena is not. The eating is the thing the body does raw. The raw is the thing that is the blood on the chin. The sleeping is the thing the body does on the concrete. The concrete is the thing the body does not need a bed for. The bed is the thing the human uses. The human is the thing Lena is not. The masturbating is the thing the body does twice a day. The twice is the thing that is the need. The need is the thing the body has. The body has the need because the body is the animal. The animal is the thing that is the need.

Diane is the thing Lena looks at. The looking is the thing that is the seeing — the seeing that is the thing that is the same. The same is the thing that is the body. Diane's body is the thing that is 9'8" and 1,250 pounds. Diane's body is the thing that is the fat over the muscle. Diane's body is the thing that is the hair. Diane's body is the thing that is the yellow teeth and the dirty hands and the calloused knuckles. Diane's body is the thing that is the animal. The animal is the thing that is Lena. The same is the thing Lena loves. The love is the thing that is the seeing — the seeing that is the thing that is the mirror. The mirror is the thing the bathroom had. The bathroom is the thing the apartment had. The apartment is the thing Lena left. The left is the thing Lena does not miss. The not missing is the thing that is the proof. The proof is the thing the body does not need. The body has Diane. Diane is the thing the body has. The having is the thing that is the home. The home is the thing that is the lot behind the foundry. The lot is the thing that is the concrete and the sky. The sky is the thing that is open. The open is the thing Lena fell into. The falling is the thing that is the sleep. The sleep is the thing that is the bodies together. The together is the thing that is the same. The same is the thing Lena loves.