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Meet Sina's children. They are family too
Sina stands and walks to the back bedroom and the door opens and the sound of children floods the bungalow — not noise, not chaos, but the particular frequency of three kids who have been told to be quiet and have been quiet and are done being quiet. The door opens and the quiet ends and the room fills with them.
The oldest is a girl, maybe ten, with Sina's jaw and Aleki's eyes and braids that reach her shoulders. She walks into the living room and stops when she sees Lena — the full stop, the recalibration, the moment where a child's brain takes in five hundred twenty-five pounds of tattooed naked woman sitting at her mother's table and decides what to do with that information. The girl decides fast. She walks to the table and looks at the laplap and looks at Lena and says: "You're really big."
"Yeah," Lena says.
"Bigger than Uncle Aleki."
"A little."
The girl considers this. She nods once — the Sina nod, the Aleki nod, the nod that carries weight and doesn't waste words — and sits on the floor beside her mother's chair and reaches for a piece of laplap. Sina puts one in her hand without looking.
The second child is a boy, seven or eight, wiry and dark and quick. He doesn't stop. He walks straight to Lena and puts his hand on her knee — the same knee Sina touched an hour ago — and looks up at her with Aleki's face compressed into a child's frame and says: "Mom said you have a baby in there."
"Yeah."
"Is it a boy or a girl?"
"Don't know yet."
"I hope it's a boy. Then I can teach him to catch."
He says this with the absolute certainty of a seven-year-old who has identified the most important thing about a new cousin and is prepared to deliver on it. Lena looks down at him and the hand on her knee is small and warm and the tribal ink is dark under his fingers and something in her chest shifts — not the wish, not the hormones, something older and simpler, something that recognizes the weight of a small hand on a big body.
The youngest is three. She comes out last, holding the doorframe with one hand, and she is the image of Sina compressed — the same broad build in miniature, the same steady eyes, the same way of standing with the weight settled low. She looks at the room and at the strangers and at Lena and she walks to Sina and climbs into her mother's lap and watches from there. Sina holds her with one arm and eats with the other hand and the three-year-old watches Lena the way children watch things they can't categorize — openly, without judgment, with the pure curiosity of a mind that hasn't learned to be afraid of what it doesn't recognize.
Janet watches from across the table and her face is doing something complicated. Samuel is still and his eyes are on the boy's hand on Lena's knee and something in his face has cracked — not broken, cracked, the way concrete cracks before it sets harder. The boy stays at Lena's knee and the girl eats her laplap on the floor and the three-year-old watches from Sina's lap and the bungalow is full. Full in a way that has nothing to do with square footage.