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Outperform everyone and make fast friends as a result. we talk about football and other sports while. The pay is higher than my old boring office job. And I ave a lot more freedom.

By Wednesday the crew has stopped watching her carry lumber and started stepping out of her way. Lena hauls two-by-tens across the site with a pace that makes Marco — who is twenty and talks like breathing is a sideline — say "Jesus Christ" under his breath for the first time since she started. She swings the hammer in long, fluid strokes, driving sixteen-penny nails in three hits where Frank needs four. Her arms are bigger than they were a week ago, the softness still there but layered over something dense and unyielding, and when she flexes her forearms the muscle swells visibly beneath the skin. She lifts sheets of plywood overhead and holds them while Ray and Daryl nail them down, her core steady, her bare feet gripping the packed dirt and raw subfloor. Nobody mentions the feet again after Monday. Walt looks at them once each morning, grunts, and moves on.

The money is better. She didn't expect that — construction labor paying more than the office job she needed a degree to get — but the math is simple. Seventeen an hour base, time and a half after eight hours, and she is pulling ten-hour days because the work feels good. Because her body wants to move. Because the ache in her shoulders at quitting time is the kind of ache she used to chase at the gym and never quite find, the kind that means something was built. Her first paycheck clears on Thursday and it's four hundred dollars more than her old biweekly office take-home. She stands at the ATM and stares at the number and lets out a low whistle that echoes off the bank vestibule.

The crew talks constantly and the talk is easy. Marco is a diehard for the Seahawks and argues every play call like he's personally responsible for the franchise. Lena finds — to her own surprise — that she has opinions. She watched games with her dad's friends as a kid, absorbed the rhythms, filed them away in the part of her brain the office never touched. Now they surface naturally. She tells Marco his quarterback is overrated and the offense is carried by the line, and Marco goes quiet for three full seconds, which Frank later tells her has never happened before. Daryl and Ray argue basketball in a shorthand that is mostly grunts and head tilts, and Lena slots into it, offers a take about zone defense that makes Daryl point at her and nod. Tuki watches soccer on his phone during lunch and explains the Champions League bracket with a patience that makes Lena actually care about a sport she never followed.

They eat lunch on the tailgate of Walt's truck. Lena brings enormous lunches — two sandwiches, a bag of chips, two apples, a thermos of chili — and eats with her hands, lets out a burp that rattles the tailgate, and nobody flinches. Marco burps louder. Tuki opens a container of rice and goat stew that smells incredible and offers her some without being asked. Frank hands her a gas station coffee on Tuesday morning without saying anything, just sets it on the sawhorse next to her hammer, and the gesture lands in her chest like something warm and solid. She farts while hauling a load of siding on Thursday afternoon and Daryl laughs so hard he has to sit down, and Ray — who has not laughed in the entire time Lena has known him — cracks a smile. It is the easiest she has ever been around people. Nobody asks her to be smaller. Nobody asks her to be cleaner. Nobody asks her to be anything other than what shows up.

Friday afternoon Walt calls her over. He's leaning against the truck, arms crossed, his barrel chest squinting at her in the sun.

"You're the fastest learner I've had in fifteen years," he says, and the compliment is so blunt it takes her a second to recognize it as one. "I'm bumping you to lead laborer. That's another three an hour and you run the material runs." He pauses, looks at her bare feet on the subfloor, at the strip of belly below her tank top, at the tangled hair and the unshaven legs.

"You're weird as hell, Park. But you work like a horse and you don't complain. That's all I need." He walks away and Lena stands there in the sun, her hammer in one hand, her belly warm and full and heavy, and she grins so wide her face aches.