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Turn 85 of 233

Skip to next tattoo session. Ask Jess about her stomach tattoo. She shows it off with pride

Lena parks in front of the shop on Tenth Street Thursday evening and the left leg is itching under the healing ink — the calf and shin holding clean, the lines sharp, the kneecap curve settled into the skin the way good ink settles. She walks in barefoot and Jess is at her station cleaning tubes and the shop smells like green soap and the needle hums on a test cycle and Lena drops into the chair and extends the left leg.

"Thigh. Let's go."

Jess pulls the stencil and the blue lines run across the quadricep — thick tribal black, the pattern branching along the muscle separation the way the arms branch along the deltoid and the way the calf branches along the gastrocnemius. She presses the stencil to the skin and peels it and the outline sits on the thigh and Lena flexes and the lines shift and hold and Jess nods and the needle starts.

The thigh is different. More muscle, more surface, more room for the lines to breathe. The pain is deeper — a low burn instead of the sharp bone-close work of the shin — and Lena lies back and watches the tribal black fill in and the pattern is dense and wide and it connects to the knee lines and the whole left leg is becoming one unbroken piece. Two hours. The thigh is half done. Jess wipes the ink and steps back and stretches her hands and looks at the leg and then looks at Lena.

"You want to see something?"

She doesn't wait for an answer. She pulls her tank top up and the stomach is flat and toned and the tattoo is — Lena sees it. A tribal piece running from hip to hip across the lower abdomen, the lines flowing along the muscle definition, the pattern echoing the arm sleeves but finer, more intricate, the kind of work that takes a different hand. It's beautiful. It's healed — weeks old, the ink settled, the lines sharp. Jess holds the tank top up and stands in the shop and the stomach tattoo is on display and she isn't shy about it.

"I couldn't figure it out for months," Jess says. "I knew I wanted something but I didn't know what. Then I watched you work. I watched the way your body moves — the mass, the leverage, the way the muscle works under the soft. I went home that night and drew it in one sitting. The lines follow the architecture. Same principle as your sleeves. Body is the canvas, canvas is the architecture, the ink follows the architecture."

She pulls the tank top down and sits on the stool and her face is open and proud and unguarded in a way Lena has never seen from her.

"Best piece I've ever done. On myself or anyone. Watching you work gave me that."

Lena looks at the thigh — half done, the tribal black running from knee to mid-thigh, the lines thick and clean. She looks at Jess's stomach where the tank top covers the piece and she understands. The body as canvas. The canvas as architecture. The ink following the form. Her body gave Jess the idea and Jess's body carried it and the art moved between them and Lena's left leg is half sleeved and the right leg hasn't started and the body is three hundred and fifteen pounds and she is comfortable.

Turn 85 · Letting go and growing into more · Everbranch