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Record a second video showing the aftermath. Afterwards, stay on the floor and order more food

Lena lies on the living room floor in the spreading aftermath of what her body has released. The tile is warm beneath her, slick and dark, and the smell fills the apartment like weather — thick, close, inescapable. Her belly rises and falls with each slow breath, a vast mound that slopes down toward her thighs and spills outward onto the wet floor. She reaches for the laptop on the couch above her and pulls it down to the floor, propping it open against a stack of delivery boxes. The screen's glow catches the sheen of sweat on her skin. She angles the camera and hits record.

The frame captures everything. The dark pool spreading outward from beneath her hips. The streaks across the floor. Her enormous body lying in the center of it — unwashed, unshaved, her hair matted against the tile, her skin glistening. She turns her face to the camera and her expression is calm, unguarded, almost peaceful.

"This is the aftermath," she says, her voice low and slightly hoarse. "This is what my body does now. This is where I live." She runs one hand across the floor, fingers trailing through the wetness, and then rests it on her belly.

"I don't clean up. I don't get up. I just stay here." She holds the shot for a long moment — her body, the mess, the apartment behind her with its towers of containers and bottles and soaked blankets — and then reaches forward and stops the recording.

She uploads it with the title "aftermath — where i live now" and drops the laptop back against the boxes. The processing bar fills. She lies on her back and stares at the ceiling, feeling the warm floor beneath her, the air heavy and close. Her body aches pleasantly from the effort of holding everything for hours and then releasing it all at once. The emptiness inside her is vast and satisfying, a hollow space waiting to be filled again.

She reaches for the phone on the couch, stretching one heavy arm upward, and pulls it down beside her. The delivery app opens and her fingers move with practiced ease. Three large meat-lover's pizzas. A tray of lasagna. A full bucket of fried chicken with extra gravy. A pan of macaroni and cheese. Garlic knots. A brownie sundae. Two bottles of red wine and a bottle of whiskey. She hits confirm and drops the phone onto the wet floor beside her, where the screen dims and goes dark.

The laptop pings. The aftermath video has gone live. She reaches for it and scrolls — the first comment appears within minutes.

"you're lying in it like it's nothing," reads a user called witnessme. "because it is nothing," Lena murmurs to the empty room. The warmth pulses through her, steady and low, and she rests her hands on her belly and waits for the food to arrive. The floor is warm beneath her. The apartment holds her like a shell. She closes her eyes and listens to the sound of her own breathing, slow and deep, and the quiet ping of notifications arriving one after another.