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Check on Billy Jo and talk to her about what she's experiencing. Then review the incoming family profiles and prepare for the first arrivals.

Lena finds Billy Jo at the research bay desk, standing instead of sitting. The reinforced chair is pushed back against the wall and Billy Jo is looking at her hands — turning them over, studying the palms, the fingers, the yellow nails that are thicker now than they were yesterday. The 425 pounds has redistributed overnight. The belly that pushed the desk last week now overflows it. The thighs are broader than the chair seat. The arms are thick and soft and the skin is mapped with fresh stretch marks — red lines on a canvas that was flat three months ago.

"How does it feel?" Lena says.

Billy Jo looks up. The drawl comes slow.

"Like the ground moved. Not suddenly — more like I was standing on a hillside and the hillside decided to become a mountain. I didn't fall. I just got taller. And wider. And —" She puts a hand on her belly. The gesture that Lena recognizes. The gesture that started everything.

"Heavier. And it feels right. The word I keep coming back to is right. Not good. Not bad. Right. Like a key fitting a lock. Like the body was waiting for this and I didn't know because I was too busy measuring it to feel it."

Lena lowers herself to the floor beside the desk. The 2,100 pounds and thirteen feet settling, the bay concrete groaning its familiar groan.

"What does the scientist in you say?"

"The scientist in me says the gradient is intensifying," Billy Jo says. "The control subject has lost control status. The study can no longer distinguish between the gradient's effect and baseline because there is no baseline. There's just the gradient. But the writer in me — the part that wrote 'Comfort as Contagion' — that part says something different. That part says I'm not losing control. I'm losing the illusion of control. The body was always going to do this. The facility just made it obvious. And now the facility is making it obvious for everyone."

She picks up the composition book — not the laptop, the pen, the handwritten notes.

"I've been writing all morning. Not data. Not the paper. Just — what it feels like. The warmth. The way the hum sounds different from inside it now. Before I was observing the hum. Now I'm in the hum. And from inside, Billy Jo — from inside, the hum isn't sound. It's appetite. The hum is the body saying more and the more isn't a request. It's a description of what's already happening."

Lena nods. She knows. She has known for three years. The warmth in the stomach. The bone-deep yes. The body becoming more fully what it was always becoming.

"You're not afraid," Lena says.

"No," Billy Jo says. "I was afraid when I was 261 and climbing. I was afraid of losing the study. Losing the framework. Losing the distance. But the distance is gone, Lena. The distance was the last thing I was holding onto and it let go and what's underneath — what's underneath is this." She gestures at herself. The 425 pounds. The belly. The stretch marks. The yellow nails.

"And this is the best I've ever felt."

Lena leaves Billy Jo writing and retrieves the phone from the bay floor. The enrollment profiles are organized by arrival date — Diane's administrative work, the spreadsheet color-coded, the families sorted by travel distance and visa status. Lena scrolls through them with the yellow nails, reading slowly, the enormous fingers careful on the glass.

The first family arrives in four days. Manchester. Mother: Claire Devlin, age 31, software developer. Daughter: Eliza Devlin, age 4, 180 pounds, no prior medical explanation. The notes say Eliza stopped wearing clothes six months ago. The mother writes that Eliza's appetite doubled in the last three weeks — since the public response was posted. Since the school became real. Since the gradient found her through the screen.

Osaka. Father: Kenji Watanabe, age 35, architect. Son: Haruki Watanabe, age 6, 290 pounds, hasn't worn shoes in a year. Kenji's email says Haruki started growing taller last month — not just wider. Skeletal expansion. The first sign of the shift beyond weight. Kenji asks if the school has ceilings high enough. Marcus's blueprint says thirty-five feet. It will be enough. For now.

Lagos. Both parents: Emeka and Folake Adeyemi. Three children: Chioma, age 8, 600 pounds. Ngozi, age 5, 310 pounds. Tobi, age 3, 120 pounds. The household gradient — three children, all changing, all accelerating. Folake's last email says Chioma has started climbing the walls of their apartment. The apartment has nine-foot ceilings. Chioma is four foot two and growing. The school has climbing walls rated for 800-pound impacts and thirty-five-foot ceilings. The building was designed for this. The building was designed for them.

Lena scrolls through the rest. São Paulo. Edmonton. Cape Town. Queensland. Manitoba. Twenty families. Twenty-three children. Bodies that don't fit the world they were born into, traveling to a building that was designed to fit them. She reads the parent notes — the fear, the hope, the recognition. A father in Cape Town writes that his daughter said *I want to go where the big people are.* A mother in Edmonton writes that her son started eating more the day the public response was posted — as if the words themselves were a gradient, as if the comfort described in the post reached through the screen and found the body that was waiting for permission.

Lena sets the phone down. The 2,100 pounds on the bay floor. The hum vibrating through the concrete. The school next door — finished, waiting, the thermal curtains drawn back, the climbing walls bare, the eating bay stocked, the writing stations empty. In four days the first family walks through the covered walkway. In four days the gradient concentration doubles. In four days the hum gains new bodies. New frequencies. New yeses.

She puts her hand on her belly. The warmth. The hum. The wish that started in a bathroom mirror and spread to a building and is now — impossibly, irreversibly — spreading to the world.

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