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I know they look like they are older, but they are triplets and still 5

Lena moves through the corridor and the weight of her shifts the floor plates and the children are everywhere. Her children. Five years old. Born together, growing together, three bodies that the world keeps reading as older because the world has no category for what they are. June is eleven feet tall and 890 pounds and her hands are reading the concrete the way a blind woman reads braille — except June isn't blind. June sees everything. June sees more than anyone in the building. She is five years old and she is mapping the structural integrity of a thirty-foot ceiling by pressing her belly against it.

Iris is at the writing station with the boy from São Paulo and the composition books are stacked around her in towers that reach her shoulder. She is five years old. She has ninety-two composition books. She has a symbolic language of 1,400 symbols and now a second language arriving because the gradient demanded it. She is showing the boy a symbol and he is nodding and neither of them is speaking because the language speaks for itself. She is five. She weighs 780 pounds. She is nine feet six inches tall. She has never been to school before today because no school existed for her.

Mae is asleep at the eating bay table with her arm around a loaf of bread and her 1,200 pounds spilling off both sides of the bench. She is five years old. She eats 40,000 calories a day. She is twelve feet tall. She is on track to surpass Lena's weight by age six. She is drooling onto the table in her sleep and the drool is mixing with the crumbs and her belly is rising and falling and growing. She is five. She is a five-year-old girl who fell asleep eating bread.

Lena crouches in the corridor between bays. The 2,100 pounds of her settling onto the concrete. The thirteen feet of her stooping where the ceiling dips. She watches them — the three of them, the triplets, the three bodies that arrived together and are becoming something together — and the thing that catches her is not their size. Not their weight. Not the fact that her five-year-old daughter is mapping structural engineering through her skin or her five-year-old daughter has invented a language or her five-year-old daughter eats more than an adult elephant. The thing that catches her is that they are children. They are five years old. June found a new handhold on the climbing wall yesterday and came to Lena and said *Mama, look* and held up her hand and the hand was enormous and the face was the face of a five-year-old showing her mother a discovery.

Iris still sleeps with her composition books. Mae still cries when the bread runs out. June still presses her face against Lena's belly when she is tired — the whole eleven feet of her, the 890 pounds, folding against Lena's 2,100 pounds and fitting there. The way a child fits against a mother. The bodies are impossible. The bodies are unprecedented. The bodies are five years old.

The boy from São Paulo writes a symbol and Iris takes the pen from him and corrects the stroke — gently, the way a child corrects another child, not the way a teacher corrects a student. Because there are no teachers here. There are no students. There are children and there are bodies and there is the gradient and the hum and the building that holds them all. And Lena's children are five years old and they are the first of something and they don't know it. They think everyone grows like this. They think every child climbs walls and writes languages and eats 40,000 calories and sleeps on ceilings. They think every mother is thirteen feet tall and 2,100 pounds and naked and unwashed and covered in yellow nails and stretch marks. They think this is the world.

And Lena watches them and the hum vibrates through her and she thinks: maybe they're right.