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Wake up and check how your body has changed overnight. Don't clean up the mess on your body or couch. After that, dress up in something even smaller and tighter, no bra or panties as well, and find somewhere with even more people. Once there, take even more risqué photos.

Lena wakes to grey morning light and the sticky, uncomfortable warmth of dried sweat on her skin. For a long moment she lies still, face pressed into the couch cushion, one leg hanging off the edge. Her body feels different — heavier in a way that wasn't there last night, the kind of difference that sleep has smoothed into something already familiar. She rolls onto her back and the couch groans under the shift of her weight, and she feels it: the new fullness of her hips spreading wider against the cushions, the heavier fall of her breasts toward her arms, the belly that rises between them like a soft hill she has to reach around to touch.

She sits up slowly and looks down at herself. Her thighs are wider than yesterday, pressing together from hip to knee with no gap at all, and the skin is still marked with faint red lines where the leggings dug in. Her belly sits in her lap, rounder and fuller, the underside resting on the couch cushion where her thighs meet. She runs both hands along its curve and the touch sends a slow, warm pulse through her that she recognizes now — the voice, or whatever it is, rewarding her for noticing. She catches a glimpse of the couch cushion beside her and the evidence of last night is still there, a faint stain on the fabric. She doesn't clean it. She looks at it and feels a small, private thrill that she doesn't examine too closely.

She stands and walks to the closet, and her body moves differently now — wider in the hips, her stride shorter, her thighs brushing together with an audible soft sound. She pulls open drawers and pushes aside the practical options. She finds a white ribbed tank top she's had for years, a size that used to fit loosely, and pulls it over her head. It stretches immediately, the fabric going thin and tight across her chest, her nipples visible through the cotton. The hem barely reaches her navel, and when she raises her arms even slightly, the entire underside of her belly shows. No bra. The tank top is doing nothing to hide the shape of her breasts — it's practically tracing them.

She finds a pair of athletic shorts that she has to wrestle over her hips. They're meant to sit at the waist but they can't make it that far anymore, settling instead below the fullest curve of her belly, the waistband cutting into the soft underside and pushing the whole round shape upward. The legs are tight around her thighs, the fabric straining at the outer seams. No underwear. She can feel the shorts pulling directly against skin that's still sensitive from last night. She turns in the mirror and the outfit leaves almost nothing hidden — the tank top clings to every curve of her chest and belly, the shorts trace the full width of her hips and thighs, and the gap between the hem of the top and the waistband of the shorts shows a wide band of bare, soft stomach.

She grabs her phone and heads out. The Saturday afternoon street is busier than last night — families, joggers, people carrying iced coffises and shopping bags. She walks toward the outdoor market six blocks away, where the crowd is thickest, and every step is a symphony of tight fabric and soft flesh. Her thighs rub together inside the shorts. The tank top rides up with every breath. She can feel herself being looked at — a woman at a crosswalk staring openly, a man at a bus bench tracking her as she passes. She walks into the market crowd and the press of bodies forces people close to her, close enough to see the fabric straining, the visible shape of her body underneath.

She finds a spot near a produce stall where the crowd is thickest and lifts her phone. First photo: straight on, one hand on her hip, the tank top stretched tight across her belly. Then she turns sideways, and the profile shows the full round curve of her stomach pushing forward against the fabric, the shorts clinging to the width of her backside. She pulls the tank top up slightly — just enough to show the bare curve of her belly in the middle of the crowd — and takes the photo. People are definitely looking now. A man at the fruit stall has stopped pretending to examine oranges. She feels the electric heat build between her thighs and takes one more photo, this time with both hands resting on the underside of her belly, lifting it slightly, the crowd visible behind her in the frame.